the txt read
"NOT GUILTY" 

and I was in D.C.
for the first time.
running..
down flights of stairs
to cross to buildings
..to buildings to memorials..
to to to "justice" 

i adored D.C. in the
few hours I got to spend
with her..and I can't
wait to go again and
sit inside the Library of Congress
for hours and hours and hours
instead of a quick run through..
(to get the reader cards was worth
it thanks to Emily for helping me find
my way a bit!)

the past two years have seen so many
changes.
and the "not guilty" sets me free.
i know he won't call again.
he's with her.
i know she won't call again..
she's stubborn.
and i'm free for the first time
in 2 years. over 2 years..

don't get me wrong.
my heart still hurts..but
what more can i do? 

this year has been amazing
and shall continue to be amazing! 
mike is amazing..that man..
who runs with me..and allows
me to have a freedom ...that
no one else ever wanted to give..


anywho!!!! shadddup you goob! 

inkblood.
bloodink?

yes.

my grandfather has been dead
for a year.
his grave is still unmarked.
i still have his teeth.
i miss him.

two more books to read
before school starts again.
i'm glad that i am going to stick
with school. mike's bass player..
helps to keep the dream alive.
a lot of folks say to quit school
and live..but learning for me
is living..and if at the end of
this path..some fool allows
me to teach ...mwahahahahah! 
i'm excited for the future.

CHER IN DECEMBER!!! haha.
me and me mum are celebrating
our landmark birthdays in VEGAS! 
w00t.
i can't wait. she's going to be 25
and i am turning sweet 16. yesh.

;)