Unison ([info]palmfulofstars) wrote,
@ 2008-11-09 20:49:00
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Current mood: happy

these are a few of my favourite things...
the past few weeks have been
amazing exhausting and now
now..can i nap? soon.

music. celebrations..
celebrating the dead,
celebrating the hope!
celebrating friends
and family and loving
every exhausting minute.

i have so much more to
say,but here's the run
down.

talking to kiley has
been nice. reminding me
that holding grudges
is retardando...

i adore that about
the friends i have..
(most of them)
last year took
a lot from me and
i started to become
that person who still
gets as mad as the first
time..everytime. YUCK
to that. =D
we loved each other
in our friendships
for more good than not..
than you will always
be welcomed in my heart.
=)

and sure..some of those
friendships are different,
but i saw someone get
red faced and sooo rawr
the other day for a past
grudge, and i am very
thankful that i know
how to let go..some
may argue me on that..
but i do.

all this talk...
about getting up
and what have youse
done..well what have you?
i refuse to..because
i know i haven't.
does that make sense?

until i have, who am
i to judge?

Judges...we ALL love
to be them..don't we?
there are systems that
have always been in place..
let's remind the class.
god.
greed.
power.

oh my this rant can't
take place right now.

just wanted to say that
i am happy! =D
things are good.
need to stop eating cookies..
and remember..
it's your choice babe..;o)






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[info]naught
2008-11-10 04:03 am UTC (link)
I love the pic.

I also love to hear that you're happy any that you've talked to kiley and that all is well there and that you've let that bit go (from before, about kiley - you understand what I'm saying).

My problem is the only person I judge is myself - and I'm judging all the time.

The other problem is that I'm afraid to change any of it because... well... first off: I have no idea what to change, and secondly, Im horrified that it would be that much worse if I did know and did change it for the worse.

*hugs*

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chhanngees
[info]palmfulofstars
2008-11-10 08:30 pm UTC (link)
oh the judging myself part..haha yesh of course every teeny tiny second of the day i do that. i just try try try not to judge others..(well for more than a minute or two or week or ya know) the changes, was a separate thought but eh to change myself...HA there are plenty of ways i know i NEED to but it's hard to do when you're happy (mostly) ..90% of the time these days i can honestly say i am happy or at least content. even though content in my opinion is just about the same as feh, it's better than the complete devastation of ...that year. we'll just call it my 27th year exploded..and thanks for the concern..it really means a lot to me! i miss ya bunches and bunches. i want to visit. make jen cook!! pies!!! heh. =D

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[info]tenshihitomi
2008-11-10 09:24 pm UTC (link)
Are you by chance coming out to the next Sleep When You're Dead (assuming you're still in The 'Ham)? I plan to be there, and it sure would be nice to see a Kelly.

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